Episode Transcript
[00:00:00] What's up, everybody? I go by the name of Doggy Diamonds. This is Doggy Diamonds tv.
[00:00:05] This is Doggy Diamonds. No filter.
[00:00:07] I went away for a few days, as y' all know, and I'm back home.
[00:00:11] Been trying to drop some content.
[00:00:14] Just doing my thing. Richard Asante. I see you. I see all the fan pulling up. I definitely see y'. All, and I appreciate y' all for always supporting all my content. Whether it's comments, whether it's likes, whether it's cash apps, whether it's super chats, y' all always show up and show out for me, and I appreciate that. Rakim Jackson. I. I see y'. All.
[00:00:37] So the first single is called 488 WAVE.
[00:00:41] The artwork is done.
[00:00:44] 488 WAVE is actually the. The. The last.
[00:00:49] It's the last intro beat that I was playing. I decided to stop playing that and keep that as a.
[00:00:59] As a single. And I'm gonna show y' all the artwork that I did last night. This is 488 WAVE. 488 WAVERLY is where I grew up at. This is the building that I was born in. My mother and father lived in.
[00:01:13] Tab was born in. My whole family was born in this building. 488 Waverly Avenue.
[00:01:19] Ironically, when I looked this up on Google Earth In 2013, Google Earth caught my grandmother sitting on a step. That is my grandmother, my maternal grandmother.
[00:01:32] That's a picture of me when I was little. Don't laugh at my shape up, but this is where I was born. 488 Waverly Avenue. So. And that's my grandmother. So when I saw that on Google Earth, I was like, nah, that's the album cover.
[00:01:45] Throw a picture of you when you was younger on there. And that's the album cover. So this is it. 48 Wave is the first single off my album.
[00:01:52] I'm waiting to get it mastered, and it's dropping.
[00:01:59] So that's just crazy that Google Earth caught my grandmother like me and Tad was just tripping off that. You know what I'm saying?
[00:02:07] So, yeah, so tonight I want to talk to y' all about plenty things.
[00:02:14] When I talk about certain things, I mean, we could talk about history, right? We could talk about hip hop. We could talk about many things. But I don't think many people talk about things that have to do with the mind and what's going on with us in this time.
[00:02:29] Your friendships, your family, and your foes.
[00:02:33] Shameless plug.
[00:02:36] I like to talk about a lot of mental things because all is mental, right? Everything is mental. Everything you go to is mental. Whether it's something that you have internally that you're battling or something that's around you or something that people spring on you, everything is mental.
[00:02:54] So I was thinking about something today, and I was thinking about, you know, friendships with people. I have a lot of friendships with people. I have a lot of friendships with, with. With. With family, friends. And then I have a lot of broken friendships, but.
[00:03:18] I don't feel like I broke them.
[00:03:20] And when I'm in the wrong, I'm telling y', all, when I'm in the wrong, I'm very apologetic to people.
[00:03:26] One of the main ways I apologize is with changed behavior. I'm not going to apologize to you and be the same person.
[00:03:34] But what I will not let anybody do is gaslight me into a friendship or gaslight me, period. Or make me feel like I shouldn't be upset for what they did to me. And them being upset at me for what they did to me is cool.
[00:03:52] So what is gaslighting?
[00:03:55] Because you hear the term a lot. It was an Internet buzzword for a while, but I would like to go over it with y' all and you can see why I'm using this term.
[00:04:04] So let's read gaslighting. Gaslighting is a form of psychological manipulation and emotional abuse where one person makes another doubt their memory, perception, or reality or sanity.
[00:04:20] Gradual process. It usually happens over an extended period, slowly eroding a person's self confidence and trust in their own judgment.
[00:04:31] That's one way. Another way is initial distortion. The manipulator keyword denies events, twists, facts, or outright lies to make the victim dependent on them for what is real.
[00:04:48] Power imbalance. This is another way. It relies on an existing bond of trust making a common and romantic relationship.
[00:04:59] Families or workplaces, common phrases that never happened. You're imagining things. You're too sensitive.
[00:05:08] I never said that. Or we could add in you're bitter. You're just mad because. We could add that in there because that's what I like to hear, that I'm bitter or I'm mad because. But most of the time I hear that you're too sensitive. Even though a lot of these dudes who like to call you sensitive is mad at your reaction.
[00:05:29] See, you got an action, then you get a reaction. And then when you react, people say, oh, it ain't that serious.
[00:05:38] It's serious if I think it's serious. It's serious if it affected me in a certain way. You. You can't. I can't tell nobody how to react to anything that I did to them or do to them.
[00:05:49] I can't tell nobody how to react.
[00:05:52] But what I'm finding is a lot of people do shit and then when I react and most of my reaction people is just staying away from people. Okay, cool.
[00:06:06] That's how you feel?
[00:06:07] You don't like me? You anything, anything you feel about me, I get away from people.
[00:06:16] I'm fine.
[00:06:18] Okay, cool. If that's what I meant to you, and this is your ways of showing me what I meant to you, I just get away from people.
[00:06:27] Then they try to gaslight you into being their friend when they don't like you.
[00:06:34] But who wants to be friends with somebody when it's not beneficial? Who wants to refriend somebody if it's not beneficial to them? Because if you kick me off right, or you had something to say about me, or you put out a narrative about me and I go my way, why are you trying to come back and be my friend?
[00:06:55] You don't feel like that no more.
[00:06:57] If you said I was this, that, and the third, oh, I'm not that no more. Or like. Or. Or the good. Life is too short. No, life is long. Your bullshit is short.
[00:07:08] Life is long.
[00:07:12] Life is long. Your is short. So that's why people be wanting to befriend you. And life is short and they want to take tragedies. And life is short and we can't hold grudges. I don't hold grudges against. I get out of niggas way.
[00:07:26] Yo, you feel that way about me, fine, I'm gonna go over here, I'm gonna do this. Fine. It's cool.
[00:07:34] You might be right about certain things.
[00:07:36] So I' ma leave you alone.
[00:07:40] Then they won't leave you alone because you want to leave them alone.
[00:07:44] It ain't no man. And I'm. I am a man, right? Most men who want to befriend a female is because they want some more box, they want some more neck.
[00:07:59] They want the perks that came with that female. They don't want to be like, you know, I apologize to you. You know, live your life.
[00:08:11] And then why does apology come with let's be friends again?
[00:08:16] No, that's not what apology is. Sometimes you gotta apologize to people and stay the fuck away from them.
[00:08:23] See, apology don't mean we get to. We gotta be cool again.
[00:08:28] You broke. That was. Was we family?
[00:08:31] Was we gang when we all these things? When you was doing foul shit, did you take that into consideration? No.
[00:08:38] It didn't matter to you.
[00:08:41] Somehow, some way you was able to overcome family, gang friends and all that shit to do bullshit. Then when it didn't work or it didn't go the way you thought it was gonna go, you wanna spin the block and be like, yo, life is short. No, life is long.
[00:08:58] Your bullshit is short.
[00:09:01] And how could some people apologize when you still. You. You still got the ways, action and characteristics of you ain't change. And if you change good. Live your life.
[00:09:14] Don't fuck nobody else off.
[00:09:16] Maybe you'll stop losing family, friends and, and whatever.
[00:09:21] But I never understand how people will discard you and then think when they're ready to reconcile or when they're ready to say all these things, they want to hit you and talk to you and write you letters and all this out of here.
[00:09:37] I'm not the type of person that want to talk to nobody again unless I so choose.
[00:09:47] That's it.
[00:09:50] I'm not that type. I'm not that type of person unless I didn't know what it was about and we had a. A misunderstanding. Then I might be able to converse with you. But somebody who was malicious for years doing all types of malicious shit. Accident is once, twice ain't no accident. Third time is deliberate. And when you got a history of doing bullshit.
[00:10:16] I don't want to be your friend no more. We not friends.
[00:10:22] We not friends. I don't do that. My enemy enemy is my friendship.
[00:10:27] I might not with your enemy, but I might not with you too.
[00:10:32] And most of the time people want to be my friend again.
[00:10:37] Because what I bring to the situation of them, it ain't nothing in it for me is what I can do for them.
[00:10:45] Because what I used to do for them when they thought they replaced me with somebody else or the grass was greener somewhere else, they was like this.
[00:10:54] Oh, I got this. I got that.
[00:10:56] Especially when a get a couple of dollars. You know when I need a couple of get a couple of dollars a new chick or something material dudes will get you they ass to kiss.
[00:11:05] Fine, I ain't kissing nobody ass, but I'm cool.
[00:11:10] I under. Listen, I completely understand, yo. Some of y' all ain't used to having.
[00:11:15] Some of y' all ain't used to popularity.
[00:11:18] Snigga was nobody or was somebody and down there nobody. So dudes don't know how to act. Me, I'm always low key. I don't even like the camera. I don't even care about none of this shit really.
[00:11:29] I do it for cultural Purposes. And I got people who I like to talk to, which is y'. All.
[00:11:34] Other than that, you don't see me snapping a bunch of selfies, taking pictures everywhere I go, everything I do. We ain't into that.
[00:11:43] We ain't into that. We not into showing off or acting like we don't deserve it or work hard. Of course, if I got some shit, it's. It's not shocking to me. I worked hard for it. That's the reward.
[00:11:56] But don't let nobody gas you. Gaslight you into somebody saying, but that's your sister, that's your brother. That's your best friend. So what do they know that? Did they take that into consideration when they said fuck you?
[00:12:15] Do they take that into consideration when they say fuck you?
[00:12:19] They didn't. They was like, yo, that.
[00:12:24] Did they know how you was going to be affected by it? They knew and they didn't care. Most people do things with malicious intent, but then when it doesn't affect you the way they thought it was going to affect you, then they like, damn, that ain't work. This motherfucker's strong.
[00:12:41] A word. He doing this and doing that. Damn, that would have been me.
[00:12:45] Damn, I would have been there. Damn. I would have been in that picture. Yo, that's my spot now. I gotta. I gotta work this out. I gotta fix this.
[00:12:55] Listen, ain't no fixing nothing bit hit you with the plies. Ain't no fixing nothing. Because betrayal cannot be fixed.
[00:13:07] You do not have the right to dictate what betrayal is. You can't say, ain't nobody shed no blood. Ain't nobody kill no. So what when it's the meeting of the minds and you tried to play a mind game with somebody, ain't even strong enough mentally to with me. And y' all know that. Yo, these dudes who know me or who think they know me, they know I'm sharp.
[00:13:33] They know I'm sharp. Like sharp on some other.
[00:13:37] And I be seeing and I'll be like, damn, I know this ain't gonna play himself like that. They do money, pussy and opportunity.
[00:13:48] That shows everybody characters. And for some ladies is money, opportunity in me.
[00:13:58] Just reverse it for the ladies, that shows character. You know how much opportunity I turned down for my niggas, for my crew, for my fat Turn shit down. I could have been stopped messing with dudes a long time ago. I could have been. Did me. But I wasted years of my life on some cruel gang. Gang shit. Then one day it didn't matter. And I'm Sitting there by myself and everybody was doing them. And I'm sitting there like, yo, y' all not coming through. Oh, now I got a such and such. Then I say, okay, damn, I'm fucked up.
[00:14:32] I gotta regroup. Then when I regroup, everybody wanna hit me. Yo, I miss you, nigga. You don't miss me, motherfucker? You miss the opportunity that I bring to you. You miss my. Know how you miss my drive? Motivation. That's what you miss. You don't miss me.
[00:14:48] You don't miss me. You miss the benefits of me when be like, they miss you.
[00:14:54] So what are we supposed to do? Get together and start talking about the that we did 20, 30 years ago? That's a lot of y' all problem too. Y' all living yester year that over with, bro. We gotta make new history. We gotta do new things, we gotta conquer new ground. We gotta travel new places. We gotta write, do things to make the book longer, the movie longer.
[00:15:18] When niggas be like, life is short. Listen, I'm going to my motherfucking. I'm going back to the essence. Never with some of y' all again.
[00:15:29] I. I just, I can't.
[00:15:31] I can't. Because character is everything. And most of these niggas is characters.
[00:15:39] And forget that you know the real them. Or sometimes I don't even know you, nigga. I don't even know who you are. This week, some people put on different faces, different masks, different makeup, different personalities depending on who they around. I don't rock with people like that. Like, I'm me. Whatever room I go in, I'm me. I'm not there to impress anybody. I'm not there to be on no different shit. The only time that I might be a little soft hearted is when I'm around children and the elderly. Other than that, anything in between, I'm me.
[00:16:11] These niggas, they get around certain people, they start acting funny.
[00:16:16] I don't have time for that.
[00:16:18] First of all, we too old. And one of that's the knock on some of us. Oh, you old, you old. Okay, whatever.
[00:16:26] Old is a old fool.
[00:16:30] One thing I ain't is no old fool.
[00:16:33] But I don't want to refriend nobody. Even recently a called DM me and try to laugh at my DM and, and Kiki with me because he thought some was going to take place. I don't with him at the time, but I damn sure don't with you. So I don't play no my enemies. Enemy is my friend. We're not Gonna gang up on other guys on the Internet and all this. I'm not with that.
[00:16:57] I'm not with that. I rolled dolo from state to state. You see me, I'm with my family. My family. My blood by vein, not my blood by gang. I don't need none of y' all dudes. I don't need no extra dudes. I don't. I don't need. That is weird.
[00:17:15] I watch all the. I see all the. Y' all see. I see everything y' all see. And sometimes I'd be like, this is flabbergasting. I'm astounded by some of this. And some of this, I just be like, yo, what the hell is going on? What happened?
[00:17:30] I'm watching dudes in real time who really don't like each other, but they'll get around each other to see how dudes is living. Everything is for intel. Because when you're not speaking, when they're not getting along, look how they talk. Talk about each other and how they treat each other. You know, what's one thing about me? People could say what they want about me, right? I've had partnerships. I've had friendships. I have different things. One thing I never did was aired out my business, though. I never aired out nobody business. I just say I don't rock with people. I just say, yo, they over there doing them. I'm doing me. I never aired out nothing. I never put out a narrative to make you look at somebody a certain way. I never told the truth. I just said, yo, I'm over here.
[00:18:15] I'm over here.
[00:18:18] I don't care what they do.
[00:18:21] None of these niggas made me, so they can't break me.
[00:18:26] If you like that, love it. I don't care. But just don't put that shit with me.
[00:18:30] That's just all I ever say. But I don't be like, oh, this happened. Because this, that, and the third, I never did that.
[00:18:37] And some of the niggas I was around is complete fucking clowns. You know, truth be told. But that's for them and shit. People love clowns. Ronald McDonald's, till they sat his ass down, was one of the most famous characters in the world.
[00:18:53] Bozo, Pennywise.
[00:18:55] You name a clown, everybody loves a fucking clown. I personally hate clown. You know, since I was a little kid, I didn't like clowns. I never like clowns.
[00:19:05] I never thought they was funny. I. I just didn't like clowns.
[00:19:10] I was. I wasn't scared of them, but I didn't like them enough to be like, keep them away from me.
[00:19:17] 500 of them in the car. That's clown. But what do do?
[00:19:22] What do do? 500 in the car.
[00:19:26] So now it's not 500 in the car no more. It's 500 in the studio, sitting around. We gonna cook. No music ever comes out.
[00:19:37] We don't roll in packs and groups and all that. Real dudes don't roll with a bunch of dudes.
[00:19:45] We just don't. We gonna make it happen.
[00:19:48] We gonna get it done for Dolo. I don't need a hundred people with me to make it happen.
[00:19:55] I'm gonna make it happen straight like that. But for you out there, listen, if you have forgiveness in your heart or you want to forgive somebody, then you do what you do at your pace. Don't let nobody gaslight you. Don't let nobody say, yeah, but this, that, and the third. Listen, let me tell you something about me.
[00:20:20] And you fuck niggas know or you don't know, but I'mma teach you something today.
[00:20:26] My own father, I didn't speak to for 18 years.
[00:20:33] My pops died. I didn't shed a fucking tear. And I didn't go to his funeral neither, because I didn't like the way he did me. When I was young and I was helpless, he chose crack over me.
[00:20:46] So I got raised by my uncles, my older brother, and a lot of men. So if my own. If I don't talk to my own pops, what make you think I'm a reconcile with some nigga in the street? I came from him.
[00:20:57] I don't like the way he handled me as a kid.
[00:21:00] I don't like what I went through as a kid.
[00:21:03] I think he could have made that better for me, but he didn't. He chose to get high. So you chose that over me? Fine. I'm cool with it. You a crackhead. Cool.
[00:21:13] I ain't gonna be no crackhead.
[00:21:16] So I was gonna be all I could be because I didn't want to be like him. And I also didn't want to with him. Because what he was gonna do, he was gonna gaslight me and say, yeah, but I'm your fault. Because we did have one conversation. He's like, yeah, I'm your father, and look at all I did for you. You was too smart for certain schools. And I put you into special schools and special Congratulations. You did some father shit.
[00:21:40] So straight like that. So I'm not reconciling with none of y' all niggas.
[00:21:44] I'm Never, never, never. If you see me in a fucking room with niggas, then I'm tripping.
[00:21:51] And even some of you fucking women who might even be in the middle of certain shit say, oh, y' all need to get, get. Y' all need to talk again. It's you are the cause of certain was acting funny over you, and I ain't want to with you real.
[00:22:14] And then y' all run off and do y' all thing, and then y' all act like y' all got some higher learning going on.
[00:22:19] I don't care. But everybody want to act funny with me. So when I say, okay, I see what's going on. I see what's happening. Oh, I'm over here.
[00:22:30] I'm trying to come over here and be like, yo, what's up? Like, yo, I hate that life is short.
[00:22:37] I. I don't like that life is not short. Your is short.
[00:22:42] What? They used to say, cut this short, your is short.
[00:22:47] Think about relationships you've been in. Somebody think the grass is greener, they go over there, do all types of break your heart or whatever they do, then realize one day, oh, you wasn't as bad.
[00:22:58] Oh, no, you made me. You made me the devil. You blocked me. You did all types of shit to me. You did all types of foul shit to me. And not even regarding how it would affect me. You didn't care.
[00:23:11] Keep that like that because now I don't care.
[00:23:17] That's just the truth. I'm not one of. I'm not no real sentimental like that. I'm not like, yo, man, I miss yo.
[00:23:25] Nah, I don't miss a presence. I don't miss a stench. I don't miss a.
[00:23:32] I don't miss nothing.
[00:23:34] I just don't. I'm not one of them people. I miss genuine people. I miss people who didn't have a chance and they're deceased now. I miss my ancestors. I miss those type of people. I don't miss nobody who got it out for me and gonna have it out for me. You just want to be around me so you could get intel to see how I live. Not bad enough some of y' all don't pop me and don't even know what the you talking about, who I'm living with, who I'm dating, what I'm driving, where I live, and you don't spread a bunch of and don't even know what you talking about. That is malicious. You were being malicious.
[00:24:08] You were being malicious.
[00:24:12] I can't trust you. You can't apologize for being malicious, you can't apply. Yo, I know I stabbed you before and you know I know you paralyzed, but I ain't mean to put you in that chair.
[00:24:28] Nah, not doing it.
[00:24:31] Not doing it. Thank you for becoming a member. Not doing it.
[00:24:36] Not doing it with nobody. And even my cousins know. Yo, I am 100%. I won't say I'm stubborn. I'm just stern on my stance. No, because you can't. Nobody could tell me how to feel. And it's not feelings. You can't tell me that I'm in my feelings. I'm not in my feelings. I just know how people made me feel. In betrayal is the worst feeling that you could ever feel. You could only be betrayed by somebody you love. So if I don't love you and you do bullshit, I don't care, whatever.
[00:25:10] But if I had love for you and you showed me you didn't have no love for me and you betrayed me, I can't. That shit can never be me.
[00:25:16] We can't never go back to where we was, especially some of you rap ass. You put me in your raps. You done did all types of shit. The minute I don't comply, the minute I don't do something that you think I should be doing, then you got all this smoke for me. Nothing that I hear directly, but I hear the whispers. I see the. The subliminals. I see all this. And I'll be like, you is corny.
[00:25:44] If I ain't leave me alone.
[00:25:47] If I, if. Listen, if I. If I don't mean nothing to this culture. If, if, if I don't mean, then why you just can't leave me alone?
[00:25:58] Just leave me alone. I leave you alone.
[00:26:01] I block.
[00:26:02] Get mad when you block them.
[00:26:05] I don't want to see you. I think you ugly.
[00:26:08] I don't like you sometimes, the way your mustache is shaped up. I hate your mustache. I block you. I don't want to see you because I know how some of you ass niggas are. A lot of y' all are very, very malicious.
[00:26:23] You get up every day looking for a problem. You get up every day looking to be antagonistic for somebody because you feed off that. So if I think in my mind you're antagonizing me or you're attempting to antagonize me. And I can't punch a hole in your ch. I just block you. That's it. I don't want to see you.
[00:26:44] I don't got nothing bad to say about you. I don't Got nothing good to say about you, but I don't have to look at you either.
[00:26:51] I don't have to look at you.
[00:26:53] So when I go my way. Are you still trying to come over here?
[00:26:58] Wasn't it cool over there?
[00:27:01] Wasn't it great over there? Wasn't you doing. Wasn't you doing so well? Wasn't you? This wasn't you. Yeah, we. This we. That was always weirdo because it's never you, right?
[00:27:11] Wasn't you doing all these great things? Wasn't you bragging? See, I never bragged about shit.
[00:27:18] It is what it is. I get everything I deserve because I work hard for. This shit ain't new to me.
[00:27:24] So if you over there and you got the great house, you got the great car, you got all this money, why you fucking with me for?
[00:27:32] I'm over here, humble, just doing me talking my shit.
[00:27:38] A lot of people appreciate me talking my shit because they know they gonna get some real shit from me. Love me or hate me. I ain't gonna sugarcoat nothing.
[00:27:51] But that's the thing. People get mad when you want to get away from them.
[00:27:56] That's very stalkerish.
[00:27:59] I'm not re. Friending anybody that I don't want to be friends with again.
[00:28:05] That's just it. I don't give a fuck what past history we got. It didn't matter to you when you was doing.
[00:28:14] So think about this.
[00:28:18] You would say, a person have a falling out. Sometimes the falling out is quiet. Sometimes you don't speak for a while.
[00:28:25] Sometimes life be lifein'. Y' all just ain't catch up.
[00:28:30] I called one of my bros who used to do a lot of filming for me, and being that I was going back to drink champs, I called him and I said, yo, bro, damn, I'm going back.
[00:28:41] But you. You and your brother is missing. Like, I. I miss y' all niggas, man, this. Y' all started this journey with me. Don't think I forgot y'. All.
[00:28:49] Then we just kicked it on the phone. But life was life. And it was no love losses, all love. You know what I'm saying? I miss people like that. I miss genuine people.
[00:28:59] I miss people who fuck with me in a good way, and there's nothing in it for them.
[00:29:10] We benefit each other. We compliment each other.
[00:29:15] When I'm down, dude to pick me up. When the dude is down, I could pick them up. That's what I miss. I miss genuine people.
[00:29:22] I don't miss transactional relationships where I don't have. Because it was A particular time, I was at the lowest point in my life. The lowest point in my life. It was maybe about 2009, 2010. The lowest point in my life. We just started Forbes dvd. The lowest point in my life. I ain't had nowhere to live. The lowest point.
[00:29:42] All the dudes that I looked out for, nobody helped me.
[00:29:48] I wasn't even mad at that, though. I was like, damn, like real.
[00:29:53] And as my brother Mel used to say, rest in peace. Yo, you gotta figure it out. You know what I did. I figured it out. Then slowly but surely, everybody start trying to come back around again. And I'm like, hold up, hold up, hold up, hold up, hold up, hold up. This a rerun movie. You know what I what my dumb ass did?
[00:30:09] Let all the same back around.
[00:30:11] You know what they did? Did the same that got them away from me in the first place. I'm like, what the. No, no, no, no, no. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. Do you know I'll be having fallen outs with dudes over the same exact.
[00:30:31] And it be one to listen. Let me tell y' all something.
[00:30:34] It be 100. The only way I could say is jealousy or hate.
[00:30:41] Yo, y' all cannot take away what I did in this culture. I don't give a how much you was around me, how cool we was. You not me, man. You not me. It is okay that I get my moment. It is okay that I am who I am. I plus my ass for this. I sacrifice everything for this.
[00:31:02] And if you think I ain't shitter, I don't have nothing. Why do you want it? Or why you want to fuck with me?
[00:31:08] Sacrifice a lot. I put in over 10,000 hours. I put in years to sit in this seat, to sit here, to be known by your favorite rappers, to have everybody that I could call and say, yo, I need this. I need. I want to do this and do that. And people be like, yo, bro, I got you.
[00:31:26] I only call people for content.
[00:31:28] Or most of the time, I call people to see how they doing. I be around your favorite people and never pull out a phone. That's why a lot of dudes love me, because they know I'm just genuine. If I'm genuinely your friend, I'm not going to use you for pictures of clout. Think I don't go nowhere. I don't be around nobody.
[00:31:45] Come on, man.
[00:31:48] I'm just not always going to pull out the. Yeah, we out here or we working. Sometimes I'm just around my friend and we talking about life. I pulled up on my homeboy. He was going through hard time, Something was happening, and we just pulled up to kick it.
[00:32:02] When people pull up on you and they pull out a phone, are we friends or are you using me for clout?
[00:32:10] Why can't we be around each other and the world don't know? So if I'm going on your IG or your Facebook or something, then that is clout. You don't always do that to your friends. Yo, we went to Miami. Real Talk tab is like, yo, you realize we ain't even take no pictures? We didn't. We was there, we came, we saw, we conquered, and we was out.
[00:32:33] Last time I went to Drink Champs, and let me bring this up. The last time I went to Drink Champs, I had an entourage.
[00:32:39] I said, yo, man, we did it. We gonna be on tv. We gonna be on Revolt. I need everybody there. I need all my family members. I need everybody who was in the studio, in the crib with me, who was working. I need everybody was there.
[00:32:52] Some people pulled up. Some people had a reason why they couldn't make was fine.
[00:33:00] Do you know since I haven't spoken to certain since 2021.
[00:33:08] When we left Drink Champs, I ain't speak to certain telling, yo, Block that and all this. Don't talk to him. And the did I do.
[00:33:19] But some people cannot stand for you to have your moment. They think it should be them. Why y' all think I get so triggered when y' all say, yo, you and such and such? I be like, no, it wasn't me and them. It was me. They were along. But no man has ever taught me anything. Only person who's ever taught me anything in life was a dj. Harry Hash taught me how to dj. Other than that, no man has taught me anything, anything in life. They didn't teach me how to film, how to make a beat, how to use any drum machines, how to do graphics, how to do all of this, how to do lighting. No man has taught me anything. So I don't like when people be like, yo, you and such and such. Me and such and such, what?
[00:34:02] I mean, do you know who did what in the situation?
[00:34:07] Do you know? You don't know. So what the hell are you talking about?
[00:34:15] But I ain't gonna keep y' all long, man. I just had to get all that out because I seen something today that triggered the out of me, and it's gaslighting. It's always gaslighting.
[00:34:28] I've been heard how I ain't I. I heard it from people. Yo said, you ain't never to me. Always whispers. I don't like whisperers. The. The serpent was a whisperer. So I look at as serpents.
[00:34:45] I ain't.
[00:34:47] I fell off.
[00:34:49] I'm broke. I done heard everything about myself, and I endured all of that.
[00:34:54] I. I endure all of that.
[00:34:57] But you know what I do? I still do. Me. You owe. You broken. You bitter, you jaded. You ain't. This. This person pass you. This person got more than you. I be with him. He got. I heard it all still do me the same people who say all that about me. Oh, get away from him. He's trouble. He's a crash out. He does this, he does that. The same people who said all that about me want to be my friend now?
[00:35:26] I don't want to be your friend.
[00:35:29] I don't do fake shit. I don't do fake friendships. I don't do none of that fake shit. Shout out to my cousin Jaylen texting me. I think she in the chat, too. I don't know her name in the chat, but this. This my cousin.
[00:35:41] Yeah, I'm very, very.
[00:35:44] I'm very. I shouted out Atlantic terminals.
[00:35:47] I don't even know why the. I shouted out certain people. I shouted out people. That's so unappreciative of me.
[00:35:56] If you really knew what I added on in this culture, if you really knew what I did, y' all be like, wow.
[00:36:03] Or whatever. But one thing that happened over the past few days, and I don't know if I'm supposed to show this to y', all, tell y', all, but y' all gonna see. One thing that happened for me over the past few days is I got rewarded for my hard work and dedication in the culture.
[00:36:21] And I seen some of my old friends that I knew Since I was 15 in the culture, and I was able to be celebrated correctly as we celebrated them.
[00:36:32] So if y' all didn't know, Doggy diamonds got his flower.
[00:36:50] I got my flowers.
[00:36:52] I don't know if I was supposed to show y' all yet, but I got my flowers.
[00:37:00] So this with my YouTube plaques.
[00:37:03] Yeah, you see it?
[00:37:08] And I didn't run the in it. I've had this for days. I didn't run the Instagram. I didn't run the YouTube.
[00:37:14] This is not for me to.
[00:37:17] This. This is not no clout shit, but this is my peers who recognize me and my greatness.
[00:37:26] So I'm holding on to this shit like, yes.
[00:37:35] And episode is airing soon.
[00:37:40] Dope episode Shout out to Mr. Mech. Shout out to Dave Mays and Shout out to Ms. Jones.
[00:37:45] Shout out to Nori. Shout out to DJ Efn.
[00:37:50] It's like a briefcase, too. You see it?
[00:37:53] Yeah. So this is the thing. People be wanting to. To. To be back around you or be around you when they see you ain't stop.
[00:38:06] You ain't stopped nothing. It never was about you. It always was me.
[00:38:11] Always was me. I just was sharing what I do with other people.
[00:38:19] Now that I ain't doing that, everybody want to be around me again. Everybody want to with me. Everybody want to converse with me. No, absolutely not.
[00:38:31] Don't want to. Don't. Don't want to converse with nobody. Don't want to be nobody. Friend.
[00:38:36] Don't want to do it. You can't gaslight me. You can't send nobody to talk to me. Don't tell Tad. Don't do none of that shit. Because they cannot influence my decision on nothing. I don't ever want to fuck with some of y' all again. Don't tell no females. Don't send no messages. Don't do none of that shit. You thought the grass was greener. You thought it was cool to kick dirt on my name. You thought it was cool. The sale wasn't shit. You thought it was cool. And on top of everything, you thought it was cool to lie on me. When a person lies on you, you can never forget a. Forgive a liar. Don't lie. You lied on me.
[00:39:16] Look how many people lied on me. Are you talking about this voice right here?
[00:39:20] One, two. One, two. That's what you're talking about?
[00:39:23] Yeah. The voice is still there. This is called the voice of reason. And I would never with some of y' all niggas again ever.
[00:39:34] I rock with the people that support my channel. Look, niggas be wanting to be me to be cool with them. They don't even support what I do.
[00:39:43] They just want me to support them.
[00:39:47] And I and a lot of dudes I supported already.
[00:39:50] There's nothing in it for me, in us being friends and see, all is mental. When people with you mentally right. When you in a situation and you don't get any brain food for people, you don't get no food for thought. You don't get any motivations. You don't get a lot of. What do we listen? We too old. I'm not hanging around no men.
[00:40:12] We not playing a street Fighter no more. We're not playing Street Fighter. I don't play 2K. I don't want to be around y' all niggas. I don't want to do music with y' all no more. I did music for y' all niggas. You know, I feel like some of y' all owe me already.
[00:40:30] Anyway.
[00:40:33] Let me go take me a nap. Yo, I appreciate y'. All. If y' all didn't see I just did exclusive interview with Whack100. I also did a very, very dope interview. If you are artists, look at the pin interview on my channel. I'm going to make it for returning subscribers.
[00:40:53] It's about there's still money in music. Yo, that. That interview was what Chris Farrar taught me a lot.
[00:41:01] Matter of fact, it'll be the first pin video here. Please, if you are artists, if you a dj, if you a clothing designer, if you want to be in the business of entertainment, please watch that interview. It gave so much gems and jewels that you could live by. Sign up for the class. It's very, very important that you do that as well, because he can help you.
[00:41:26] So on that note,
